Psyched

It's just the middle of summer yet I'm here feeling excited every day about the incoming school year. I can't help it, but man, who can blame me? I've stopped going to school for like 2 years now due to migration and language and stuffs. Right now. I feel like a little kid so excited to use her newly bought pencils and crayons and notebooks and bags and some other new stuffs to school, except that I don't have any of those new stuffs I need yet.

I just had to have a picture on how happy I was to see my name on the list.

Regarding on my previous post about wishing that I would be accepted, this blog post proves that I did! It just feels crazy. It feels like 1st day of college all over again. I'm going to a new school, I'm gonna have new classmates and new teachers yet I'm gonna be on a different course plus with a different language I don't usually use unless needed. I even had my hair cut so short 'till my shoulders as my pledge. I know zero about anyone in the room, it's a good thing too that I have a cousin and a couple of friends next door, on the other course, studying Business Administration on their 2nd year of Grado Medio. Shoutout to Nice, Benok and Kuya Roi.

2 years may sound so quick for studying for a profession. I kinda think it is too, so I have this mental note of planning to enter the university after this 2 year course, that is, if I may say is, if I could. Just wish me luck and all the superpowers I need.

Last July 8, when they released the requirement form, we had a bit of gathering wherein the professor showed us a video from the movie Oliver!, a 1968 musical movie which was directed by Carol Reed from Charles Dickens' book Oliver Twist. That was after letting us in the classroom. Told us to "consider yourself at home" and showed the video. It was fun to watch. I got more excited when he told us that we're gonna make stuffs like those. He even showed us a clip of Dancing Queen video from the movie Mamma Mia.

Since then, I've been realizing the videos/movies I would be making and wouldn't it be nice if people would watch it, right? :-)

Balik Kolehiyala

I was just browsing my college photos and man how I miss it! And by “it”, it means, college; friends, classmates, school, activities, etc. I know I have been like an outcast for like a couple of years now. I ain’t able to communicate with my blockmates oftenly. Talk about shame. You know, like they have their own life now and I have mine. I dunno, I just feel this way. I don’t want to be the “makulit” type. Not so frequently, I get notifications or pm’s or tweets from them. It’s nice, but then later, the thing just shut down.

Anyway, if luck will be brought to me on the 2^nd of July, I’ll get to study again (at last!) after 2 years of idleness from an official school. I keep my fingers crossed to be on the list of admitted students on my preferred course: Realización de Audiovisuales y Espectáculos. I think that’s Film in English. I’ve taken my English exam last June 20 for the course is multilingual and I think I’ve done a pretty good job. Although I’ll just be studying Grado Superior, vocational course in other words, I also have plans of going to the university when I finish the 2 year course., preferably at the Universidad de País Vasco (/University of Basque Country), if I could. Institute of Tartanga in Erandio would be the school if I'd have the chance to.

People say that studying here in Spain ain’t fun. I’m betting for the lack of extra curricular activities for the students. I don’t want to be bias, but I’ve heard a lot of kids here who told me that they hate studying. Well not me. For someone who stopped for like 2 years and experienced working on the job not meant for her, I think there’s much learning from those.

As much as envy kills me for seeing university pics of my facebook friends, I somehow know I have my own path. In my case of friends, I think I kinda don’t mind if I won’t have one ‘coz I kinda got used to being alone, and I feel like I have fences around me so yeah. But that would be too sad, so I disagree with the thought. haha. I remembered one status my former schoolmate posted: “Saka na ako hahabol sa social life. Aral aral muna”. Makes sense?

Damn I’m so excited to study again!