I was just browsing my college photos and man how I miss it! And by “it”, it means, college; friends, classmates, school, activities, etc. I know I have been like an outcast for like a couple of years now. I ain’t able to communicate with my blockmates oftenly. Talk about shame. You know, like they have their own life now and I have mine. I dunno, I just feel this way. I don’t want to be the “makulit” type. Not so frequently, I get notifications or pm’s or tweets from them. It’s nice, but then later, the thing just shut down.
Anyway, if luck will be brought to me on the 2nd of July, I’ll get to study again (at last!) after 2 years of idleness from an official school. I keep my fingers crossed to be on the list of admitted students on my preferred course: Realización de Audiovisuales y Espectáculos. I think that’s Film in English. I’ve taken my English exam last June 20 for the course is multilingual and I think I’ve done a pretty good job. Although I’ll just be studying Grado Superior, vocational course in other words, I also have plans of going to the university when I finish the 2 year course., preferably at the Universidad de País Vasco (/University of Basque Country), if I could. Institute of Tartanga in Erandio would be the school if I'd have the chance to.
People say that studying here in Spain ain’t fun. I’m betting for the lack of extra curricular activities for the students. I don’t want to be bias, but I’ve heard a lot of kids here who told me that they hate studying. Well not me. For someone who stopped for like 2 years and experienced working on the job not meant for her, I think there’s much learning from those.
As much as envy kills me for seeing university pics of my facebook friends, I somehow know I have my own path. In my case of friends, I think I kinda don’t mind if I won’t have one ‘coz I kinda got used to being alone, and I feel like I have fences around me so yeah. But that would be too sad, so I disagree with the thought. haha. I remembered one status my former schoolmate posted: “Saka na ako hahabol sa social life. Aral aral muna”. Makes sense?
Damn I’m so excited to study again!
